Each day begins with nausea. Slight headache. Followed by water and 12 different vitamins that are taken as preventative efforts. I need to leave the apartment. I need to get out of here. Sit on the balcony and try to meditate. A hornet lands on my head. Well, that’s that. Back inside. I’m trapped by news and my own belief that humanity is pretty fucking despicable and self-entitled. So I stay. In this apartment that I actually fought so hard for. Thought it would be a step u

I don't know what to do anymore. I, like millions of my fellow Americans, am feeling very helpless. Who do I help? Is it enough?